Now, i am giving up on you
  i don't know why, my feeling says  you've changed
  you are so different now
  you only wants to be understood
  and i feel you dont respect me anymore
  i feels i strive alone to hold this relationship
  do you know engku?
  my patience slowly reaches the limit now
  i am getting hurt
  i dont know what should i do
  i'm just a human engku :(

 I only pray, may Allah give the best ways for us
 I love you so engku, but now, i give up :(